I’ve really lost my mind. I just feel so alone still, yet there’s so many people there for me. There’s one person in my life that means the world to me, and it’s so weird. Like, I trust him and there’s no way I could ever trust anyone. I feel like I’m slipping away from everyone I know. I mean, I’m getting sober for him, so that is probably a good idea. We made a promise to be sober together. I feel like this is a good foundation, but then I’m terrified I’m gonna crumble and relapse and I don’t want to do that to him. I don’t even get why he wants to be with me. I’m an emotional mess. I don’t know. I mean, he’s a mess too, but we help each other. I just can’t picture my life without him anymore, and it’s crazy…I don’t know. I’m just trying to be happy.
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